Not Feeling Too Well

West Indies batsman Chris Gayle plays shot during the first day's play ...I’m feeling very depressed right now because I think I’m going to fail as a screenwriter in Los Angeles. This is very upsetting to me because I told my mother that I was going to be a success. I had won a big screenwriting contest before I moved to Los Angeles so I thought that I was going to have it very easy once I arrived. When I got here nobody cared that I had won a screenwriting contest. There are dozens of people who win contests every single day and it does not make me special at all. This was a very rude awakening for me. Now I’m trying to find work as a writer and I cannot find anything. It is very frustrating to me and I do not know what I’m going to do. Maybe if I find a very talented and successful writing partner they will help me find the producers and directors that I need to meet in order to get my work produced.